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Life has been the same since I got into university. 
Nothing’s ever changed until one person showed up. 
I am always wondering how can this person have such impact on me. 
It is a great mystery that I can never explain. 
Objectively speaking, the whole thing just doesn’t make any sense. 
I know from the bottom of my heart that 
I should pull myself together and be over him 
But I think I have lost it. 
I have this enormous urge to see him when I can’t see him yet when I actually get to see him, 
I want him to be out of my sight. 
No matter what I do, 
I can hardly be as happy as I used to be. 
What a contradiction. 
If it weren’t for him, I wouldn’t have been so happy. 
If it weren’t for him, I wouldn’t have felt so uneasy.